What To Do…

If there has been one thing I’ve figured out over the past 2 months post graduation without a job it’s that I suck at Risk. Like really suck bad at it. I’ve been spending a lot of times on warfish.net, for worse or maybe for better, becoming more and more frustrated with the game. Maybe there is just something wrong with me and that’s why I feel this or maybe I just really suck at the game. Either way there is something I can do about it, so I’ve decided to stop playing at least for a while. Online, inperson, whatever I’m done. Once I finish up this last game I think I’ll just go back to scouring chesshere and continuously losing in another game. Maybe I can accept my chess defeats more than my Risk ones. Maybe I just need to keep jumping between the two, gathering hope in the one I’m not playing while losing in the other one, only to become fed up with my current game and switch back over to another game I cannot possibly win. I guess that’s life. No real options other than hiding. That’s all a little melodramatic for a Wednesday morning, and I’ll probably keep playing Risk no matter how much it frustrates me. But only online. Because I can’t stand sitting on one place for that long having to deal with people. Unless that place happens to be my room. And those people happen to be the Simpsons.